The one the got away

My story isn’t as tragic as some of the stories I have heard.
I was working in a nursing home forced to wear a mask 12 hours a day. I found it hard to breathe so a lot of the time I would pull the mask down over my nose especially if I wasn’t close to anyone else but I was constantly in trouble for this. It wouldn’t matter if I was in a room by myself. Someone would come along and report me to the rn and who would make me pull up my mask. I had so much oxygen deprivation. I’m pretty sure it muddled my thinking and to such an extent that I could not function on anything that wasn’t autopilot.
My workplace when the vaccines came out lined us up every morning, we’d have to get a covid test whether we had symptoms or not in order to report to work the human resource department set up shots. I was against this knowing that it takes a long time to develop a vaccine, not just something they can whip up in a few months. I was quite vocal about this to anyone that would listen residence, co-workers families. I let my opinion be known.
Honestly I had no intention of getting the vaccine. One day I went to work. They told me at a certain time that day I had to report to the hospital for my vaccine.
I told them I was not interested and then the guilt chips started. Well if you bring it here you will end up killing our residents and will be held responsible for this.
Feeling guilty that I do not want to get anyone sick and I also had a cough off and on that doesn’t really go away and treat it like a leper.
I went and got the first shot in March. In June they scheduled the second one which I missed a couple times but they were quite persistent.
In October it was mandated and I was upset because if I hadn’t known it was mandated it was going I would have fought harder not to get it.

For when the mandates came in I recognize the signs can’t buy and sell without it. Can’t go anywhere without it. Can’t travel without it. I’ve seen it as a resemblance of the mark of the beasts from the Bible.
I was devastated that I had got this these shots.
Almost immediately I got into a Deep deep depression that I could not shake within. By January I had a bone scan and a had arthritis and every joint in my body.
My brain fog was immense. It almost felt like there was something swimming between my skull and my brain is the best I can explain it
This could have been a combination of The masks and the shots
As soon as it was mandated I said a prayer and repent it of taking it and I asked my savior Jesus Christ to to heal me from all of its effects cuz it says that no weapon formed against me would prosper.
The next day after saying his prayer
Unidentified viable thing left my body. It was clear in color shaped like a squid.
And almost immediately the effects of this I had been experiencing lessened to quite an extent.
I was fortunate that the Lord had mercy on me.
Before I knew at that time at least 10 people that within 48 hours of their second shot died. Now I live in a small community and my circle of people not being that large 10 people were quite a few.
I only ever got the two shots. I would refuse to go back for any more.